sayonara rp >.< ...
its hard to leave...hard decision to choose...
after new years i cannot online anymore because next year is SPM ...
I want my result osheemmmm since i choose the arts... my mom cannot accept it...I want be good an artist...good in drawing...make ppl love it and happy with my painting......
Everyday I heard my mom cannot accepted my decision...
I know its hurt my mom feeling...but i need to achieve my dream....
Since now my mom cannot accepted it ....
I hate cry front people....
I know im useless daughter....
I dont want be a doctor because i hate it!!!
After SPM maybe i move to sg or japan...to achieve it...I need forgot everything my fam,friends and all thing make me happy....
MOM IM SORRY...I MAKE YOU DISAPPOINTED ...
I really dont want but just like dad said...i need choose wat i like...I like arts more than anything...
I really sorry mom....
Mak Ida betol2 mintak maaf....
So I make other decision its,.... leave rp world...I want focus on my study after this...next monday my other tuition will start so I need focus on it....
well..I will miss my rp friends ^.^
The most I will misshhh Lee Tae Eun Rania II,TaeYeon Soshi Kim,Sulli Choi,WooYoung Jang Woosica,GongChan Shik,Rolling Dasom,Lee Ji Eun',Kim MyungSoo,Jaejoong Kim,No Min Woo aka fifie and etc..lot ppl I love but i dont know if they also love me n miss me... QwQ.....
If they hate me ...I can accept it ^^ because Im not perfect...
Im sorry if I make you hurt or else...im sorry...really sorry...I cannot anymore because I make my fam disappointed with me.... dunno why i write in eng .___. malay please....
I will change my attitude and my =.='' wat??
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pssttt!! this year lot i skip school ..pssttt dun tell my mom ..I alr get warning letter from my school xDD
"Even if you choose to close your eyes, even if we are a thousand miles apart, as long as you choose to remember, we'll always be here, for you." ♥
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