Saturday 28 January 2012

New Year ....

Hello...neww worldd... new day...new year...new people...new attitude ..new motivation...
pfftt =.=   i always wan changed but still cannot...

 let me intro ma self...its me  my self ..raz hidayah anak kepada encik rahim...
Haiyaa..tahun ni spm candidate .___. my goshhh....
belajar rajin2 pas2 masok U then buat mak bangge.....
itu la matlamat aku tahun nie....
tahun ni jugak byk pakai duit .____.
biasa la hidup perlukan duit..lau xde duit xboleh hidop~ betol x?? imma not asking u ..just talking with myself...I wish I'll changed to be successfull person...yes that my point to get better in  this family...my bro always said imma stupid ..blehhh i knu imma more  genius than youh..... hahahahahaaa...
Gelak punye psl.... Tahun ni target dpt  8 A....yg wishlistt  yg xley harap tu akan dibuang oleh eden =..= samsung galaxy dlm mimpi je..... project revive xdpt pergi sbb ayh xajak ...xajak sbb gado ngan mak..then majok...ngade2 betol org tue sekrg na majok2 lak...mengalahkan org mude =..= im  tell ya the truee...
aku doakan  mak ngan ayah aku berbaik n bersama semula.... 

Ya allah~ hanya kau dpt mengubah takdir manusia ini...bg la mak ngan ayh aku berbaik seperti sebelom ini ya allah.... aku berharap sangat... Aminn~....

sambong cite balik.... hmmmm  sekolah  form 5 susah cikit sbb math xphm sgt .___. nak pegi  tuition but   abg aku ckp...hundred percent ke   dpt 8 A?? s**t aku xley na lawan die sbb die menakotkan.... 4 ari  kot die bercuti kat pulau kat johor =..= die xgitau lokasi die huahuahuahuaa....  udah2 la na  postnye...
btw Happy Chinese New year...Gong Xi Fa Cai...to all Chinesse in this country...xie xie (tu je yg tau .__.)

Sekian time kasih kerana bace...(xdenye org na bace =..=)

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Thursday 10 November 2011

T-Ara New Mv ~ Cry Cry

Fuhhh....

Just wat im waiting for .... and the end t-ara release new song ...jiyeon really awesome in tht mv 8DD
she's always awesome ....
She ish my  bias actually :)

She looks like hmmmm tomboy... also cute girl 8DD

Here the  Video I mean Music Video....

Enjoy 8DDD
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Tuesday 8 November 2011

I'm not play around anymore....Im sorry *bow

I just realised Imma idiot aka baka aka else  QwQ

sayonara rp >.< ...
its hard to leave...hard decision to choose...
after new years i cannot online anymore because next year  is SPM ...
I want my result osheemmmm since i choose  the arts... my mom cannot accept it...I want be good  an artist...good in drawing...make ppl love it and happy with my painting......
Everyday I heard  my mom cannot accepted my decision...
I know its hurt my mom  feeling...but i need to achieve my dream....
Since now my mom cannot accepted it ....
I hate cry front people....
I know im useless daughter....
I dont want be a doctor because i hate it!!!
After SPM maybe i move to sg or japan...to achieve it...I need forgot everything my fam,friends and all thing make me happy....

MOM IM SORRY...I MAKE YOU DISAPPOINTED ...
I really dont want but  just like dad said...i need choose wat i like...I like arts more than anything...
I really sorry mom....
Mak Ida betol2 mintak maaf....

So I make other decision its,.... leave rp world...I want focus on my study after this...next  monday my other tuition will start so I need focus on it....
well..I will miss my rp friends ^.^

The most I will misshhh  Lee Tae Eun Rania II,TaeYeon Soshi Kim,Sulli Choi,WooYoung Jang Woosica,GongChan Shik,Rolling Dasom,Lee Ji Eun',Kim MyungSoo,Jaejoong Kim,No Min Woo aka fifie and etc..lot ppl I love but i dont know if they also love me n miss me... QwQ.....

If they hate me ...I can accept it ^^ because Im not perfect...
Im sorry if I make you hurt or else...im sorry...really sorry...I cannot anymore because I make my fam  disappointed with me.... dunno why i write in eng .___. malay please....

I will change my attitude and my =.='' wat??
*blank blank blank*

pssttt!! this year lot i skip school ..pssttt dun tell my mom ..I alr get warning letter from my school xDD


‎"Even if you choose to close your eyes, even if we are a thousand miles apart, as long as you choose to remember, we'll always be here, for you."  
Fantasii-Land ish ur own mind

Sunday 6 November 2011

Copic O.O

How Ma GOSHHHHHHH!!! 
This ish Copic Marker


                              Copic  Ciao...Set A...But I want Set B but its still same...


I cannot upload vid... you can search on youtube  or copy this link ---> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8IbC6JYqWU&feature=relmfu <---- What Are Copic Markers....perhhh If i got it...I will xDD

hahahahahahahaa....wishh i can get it 8DD
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Someday by U-Kiss



English Translation
Sometimes hit, sometimes miss, it’s always like that
Just do it right tomorrow, it’s just a small mistake
Sometimes bottom, sometimes top, sometimes number 1
Getting 1st place, you can only go down
Without it, just live without it
It’s just greed you have before you win it oh
Your suffering now is a sign of your hard work
Everybody knows you tried Everybody knows it’s alright
You get some right, you get some wrong
Although tiring there will be days to smile
When you fall down, when you get up
Although tiring, there will be days to smile, eventually a day to smile will come
If it’s separation, just let her go
She might show lying tears, maybe it wasn’t destiny
People who have to go, just go
Sure being next to them it might happen oh
Being tired right now
It’s just evidence of your love
Everybody knows you tried Everybody knows it’s alright
You get some right, you get some wrong
Although tiring there will be days to smile
When you fall down, when you get up
Although tiring, there will be days to smile, eventually a day to smile will come
The past is the past is the past
Previous memories It’s the past
The long painful days The Past is the past is the past
The days to forget you~
Everybody wins sometimes
Everybody knows you lose some
You get some right, you get some wrong
Although tiring there will be days to smile
When you fall down, when you get up
Although tiring there will be days to smile,
eventually a day to smile will come
eventually a day to smile will come
Romanization
Ttaeron hit ttaeron miss geureon geoji mwo
Naeireun an teullimyeon dwae gojak silsuil ppuninde 

Ttaeron mit, ttaeron wi, ttaeron Number 1 
Mwo ildeung hae bwatja naeryeogal gilbakke eobseul ppuninde 

Eobseumyeon geunyang eomneundaero saneun geoji mwo 
Gajigi jeonen mollatdeon yoksimdeuril ppuninde oh (o) 

Jigeum neo himdeuldaneun geon got noryeokhaetdan jeunggeoil ppuniya 
Everybody knows you tried Everybody knows it's alright 

You get some right, you get some wrong 
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari olkkeoya 
When you fall down, when you get up 
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari wa, gyeolguk utneun nari olkkeoya 

Ibyeoriramyeon geunyang geunyeol noha jwo 
Geojitdoen nunmul boyeodo inyeoni anigetji mwo 

Tteonal sarameun tteonaganeun geoji mwo 
Geurae geu yeope isseobwatja eonjengan geuraetgetji oh 

Jigeum neo himdeuldaneun geon 
Got saranghaetdan jeunggeoil ppuniya 
Everybody knows you tried Everybody knows it's alright 

You get some right, you get some wrong 
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari olkkeoya 
When you fall down, when you get up 
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari wa, gyeolguk utneun nari olkkeoya 

The past is the past is the past 
Jinan gieogeun ije geuman It's the past 
Oraen sigandongan maeil apeugiman haetdeon 
The Past is the past is the past 
Neoreul itge han naldeurin geor~ 

Everybody wins sometimes 
Everybody knows you lose some 

You get some right, you get some wrong 
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari olkkeoya 
When you fall down, when you get up 
Jogeum himdeureodo utneun nari wa, gyeolguk utneun nari wa, gyeolguk utneun nari olkkeoya

Fantasii-Land ish ur own mind

Only Learnt Bad Things

Heyyoo


Imma again...actually im  tired and  bored sho =.= blogging time xD mueheheheee
Something happen to me...I realised it  now...
Its stupid .__. 


Im sho pabo QwQ


Why i try being strong front ppl....
Is it because of my attitude weird??
QwQ I know it....ppl hate me....I can feel its...
No matter I smile..they keep harrasing me.... Imma nothing actually...I dont have anything.....
because of my arrogant ppl hate me n dun want friends with me (actually im not talk much with ppl )

I try the best avoid it.... but I lost my way.....
Sh*t!!! ...
Im sorry if I hurt you or you or you or your feeling....
I just in my own worlds ..No ones here..Just me
Mianhae....
Please accept my apologize...*knee down*....
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Fantasii-Land ish ur own mind

Saturday 5 November 2011

Happy Eid Mubarak

Today ish Hari Raya Haji aka Eid Mubarak aka Eid Ul Adha  ala Hari Raya AidilAdha~
Just stay in home and my relatives family ish here...
Waiting my sister =.=

where she gone?? "merayap"
haisshhhh bored..plus tired....
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